did you know?

Because I sure didn't. One second your friends tell you to do something. Then when you do it, they ignore you like you're nothing. And completely ditch you, for someone else! I just fucking love this feeling, ya know? I mean I am worthless. I guess I am just invisible. I can't help anyone. I really can't do anything, can I? Ugh! All of this is driving me seriously crazy. I just want to be happy. I really hate going to bed crying, every single night. I hate this feeling. I hate everything. Obviously you don't care about how I feel, do you?